Children

“Your children are not your children.

They are sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. 

They come through you but not from you.

And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,

For they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls,

For thir souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.

For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the make upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness.

For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He also loves the bow that is stable.” ---Khalil Gibran

Somehow rather mama is touched by this poem....bow that is stable....Insya Allah....

Being a better person

Everytime when mama gets back from the office, mama will straight away go and see SLK's face. At the moment mama sees SLK's clear and pure eyes...mama promise to herself that mama's gonna be a better person everyday. Ya Allah...only thee i seek forgiveness and guidance.

Mama promise to Allah that I will raise you good honey. I love you so much. Ya Allah, kau murahkanlah rezeki aku dgn rezeki yang halal so that I can raise my child good. Amin.

BIBIKS DUO

Currently I am hiring 2 maids. One for taking care of the house and one for taking care of SLK. I am not trying to be boasting here or whatsoever but I am now starting to realize that those 2 bibiks really help a lot in managing my life hehehe. I mean I don't have to be worry about house chores anymore. Most important thing is they really know how to handle a baby. Salute! I can see the bonding grows between SLK and BIBIK DUO. Mama thank God for that. Yes, we can't trust them 100% but hey what choice do I have except for tawakkal. Mama just hope they love SLK very much and won't bring any harm to her. 

SLK and her paijo!

Let me brief about these BIBIK DUO of mine. One named Usunul Qotimah. She is a tomboy. Yeap yeap.....a tomboy. She even wears mens underwear and a sport bra and....mens cologne keh keh keh. There was this one day she told me that she likes the design of Abah's brief. Kekekekekeke. I told her u gotta have a 'kental' ass like 'bapak' then only u can wear that kinda underwear. Alaaa...u know underwear yg mcm seluar tu...sukahatik ko lah bik...janji kau bahagia. 

SLK and her 2nd paijo!

The other bibik of mine is called Sarah. Yes yes she's having the same name as SLK. She took a really good care of SLK. Very very good care. SLK always in clean clothes, smells good all day and even her wipe cloth smells nice. Salute! Mama loves them and mama thank God of having good bibiks like them. Mama promise to be fair and nice to them. Mama always beware of not saying harsh words that might hurt their feelings or so. Although their conversation sometimes is a bit harsh...a bit la...perhaps it's their way of talking kot. At the moment mama is teaching them how to use Ipad and youtube (mama currently is showing SLK the mother goose cub show which mama thinks is very educative). Jgn ko tgk porn sudeh! 

Mama is at home now. Monteng keje. I think I heard Bibik is calling me to have some tea with her. Till then, ciao!

Note: Currently all of us are waiting for a good news from Abah this 1st June. Cross fingers!! Aja aja faiti Abah!!!

CINTA TIGA SEGI? YEAH RITE!

It has been a while since mama didn't write any post about one of her buddy. Alright...okay okay...Mama has a  MALE buddy. A very close one. Mama and Abah loves him so much. He has been a good friend. He started as a friend of mama sometimes ago. We use to hang and chill together. Well of course during Mama's bujang day. At that time even Abah is still not around. Mama's buddy didn't even know Mama has been going out with Abah! Hehehe sorry babe! I've always love to do something in discreet. When Mama told him that Mama is getting married to Abah, he was quite suprised! NOT JEALOUS tho! But suprised! He told me..."How come I don't even know about him?!" Heh heh....That's what I call discreet!. Suprisingly, Abah now became a good friend of him and Mama thank God for this.

Okay today's post is about him. He is not married YET. Apparently he has to choose between two girls of his own. One is called Ain and the other girl called Mas. Well all of our friends call them Bini Tua and Bini Muda. In this post lets label them BT and BM. Hahahahahha pundek! Mama's buddy will be label as Abu. Kui kui kui

Let me describe BT first. Well BT is a type of girl next door. She is a girl that a man brings home to meet their MOTHER IN LAW. Well she wins that part. BT also has the charasteristics of a wife! Yes let me say it out loud and clear.....A WIFE! She knows when to call and when not to disturb while Abu is working. She took care of mama's buddy very well. Bak kata org boleh buat bini la. Kekekekekeke. But BT IS NOT NAIVE. Ok? According to Abu, BT is already in her 30s. Well I think that is one of the reason. Dalam bahasa kasar dah desperate nak kawin and nak beranak. Muahahahahha...Jangan marah ok. This matter might looks remeh for most women BUT it is actually very important. BT is very understanding when it comes to financial matters, time management and also privacy. Altho' Mama doesn't like BT that much (which mama will explain why later) but mama gotta admit if Abu marries this woman, he will have a peaceful marriage. I repeat PEACEFUL. Well if peacefulness complete a marriage, then GO FOR IT BUDDY. If not, THINK TWICE. As i said when the right woman comes later on, you are doom! Mama gotta play the devil here now. Mama doesn't whan Abu to regret choosing BT in future. Yes, peacefulness is very important in a marriage BUT doesn't heart has a say here? Don't end up building a marriage between  A BLIND HUSBAND AND A DEAF WIFE! You will end up being a husband that his nerves has been extracted!

To me a marriage consists 4 major criteria which are PASSION, TRUST, RESPECT and COMMUNICATION. If one of these criteria absent, then the marriage will be dull. Abu might have all the TRUST, RESPECT AND COMMUNICATION parts with BT but he doesn't have the PASSION towards BT. Passion will maintains the spark and spiciness of marriage throughout time. In this case BT is unfortunate. So if BT wondering why the proposing part being delayed. Hence this reason. FULL STOP! I mean how can you live with a partner that you don't even have the passion towards. Passion is intimacy! Passion is romance! Passion is when you feel the vibration during touching! Passion also will LEAD TO JEALOSY when the woman is touched by other person!....SEX IS NOT PASSION! I'm saying in general regarding this sex matters. Don't get me wrong hahahaha. Trust me SEX IS NOT PASSION and sex will not guarantee the ignition of love.

There's a quote i found in the internet : Before marriage, a girl has to make love to a man to hold him. After marriage, she has to hold him to make love to him. Jangan jadi mcm tu sudeh!


Okay. Now let's talk about BM. Ini BM manyakkkk pening la. She even bagi Abu sangat2 pening la. According to Abu, BM is a naive girl. Naive here doesn't refer to her social life. But minah ni jenis tak pikir buruk psl orang. That's what I like her the most. She let Abu loves her JUST THE WAY SHE IS. Altho, she only has the PASSION and COMMUNICATION part...but suprisingly both criterias manage to bagi Abu GILA BAYANG. Muahahahhaha. Yes yes....gila bayang ok!. Simply swept his heart away. Just imagine listening almost everyday Abu mumbling about her until LATE AT NIGHT! Pekejadahnya! Dah naik kematu telinga aku mendengar! But then hey presto! Perhaps that's what we called LOVE...YOU FALL IN LOVE MANY TIMES WITH THE SAME PERSON. BM is younger than BT. So she doesn't the understanding parts, time management part! And she is very very pushy!...All benda2 remeh like taking care of a man (basuh baju la demam la and etc) she doesn't have it! Like I said....She let Abu loves her JUST THE WAY SHE IS! Simply incredible! BUT THEN....how can you build a marriage with a not stable relationship like this. Pastu she's a type of girl yang manja2 gitu.....by seeing Abu holds her hands, touches her, blushing when our friends teasing both of them simply explain everything. It can't be describe in word but let me simplify it. Hmmm....I think Abu loves her in his own way. She might be childish, selfish and whatsoever but when she's around, we simply can see the spark of their intimacy! One thing that tickles me that Abu actually blushed when we teased him. Macam sial je muka ko aku tengok!

But then if only BM can change he attitude and be more matured....Then Abu doesn't have to choose any of them because he loves BM so much. He even misses BM all the times. Jeles toksah cakap aaaa.....pot pet pot pet kat aku complaining itu ini psl BM tapi....JELES LER TU!......Sometimes I've always wonder why Abu always blabbering about BM all the time if he said perhaps it is not LOVE. Well mate! As I said sometimes we gotta sacrifice. It is kinda hard if we want to build a marriage is she keeps on having that attitude. Perhaps BM is just a sweet and remarkable fantasy for him. Which very hard for him to forget. A man needs a companion. Not a mistress during the young days and not a nurse to take care during their hari tua....Betul tak?

I seriously think Abu needs to go out with the third woman....Keh keh.....Owh yeah....about BT I didn't like her because to me she looks like FAKE! Enuff said! BUT HEY....She did a really good job in winning Abu's family. But sometimes i wonder....while she is busy winning Abu's family, BM is busy winning Abu's heart.....That part BT wins yeah yeah....she wins....but remember....don't end up marrying a zombie for the rest of your life woman! coz if it happens....mark my word.....Abu will come and see me and blaberring about the third woman in future....OR PERHAPS....blabbering about BM AGAIN!

Okay....Mama needs to rest....to be continued.....in love triangle 2 heeeeeeeeeee

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

SLK IS 3M!

Last Thursday, 19th April SLK is already 3 months old. 

Mama promise to God that mama will raise you good honey. 

Owh yeah, lately Abah told mama that he doesn't mind of having new baby SOON. Hehe Insya-Allah, if got rezeki next year, mama will go to 'pasar malam' and buy SLK 'adik'.

Oh! Oh! Mak Teh and Mak Tam will be off to BDO this week! Ciss!! Guwe tertinggal. Sokay, mama will wait till SLK big enuff and we'll fly to BKK okay honey? 

Mama is currently living her life at the fullest. Mama has a good husband and a cute PLUS healthy lil' girl PLUS PLUS mama rasa SLK pandai mcm mama jek!. Mama thank Allah for that. Last year and this year's 'rezeki' is so so 'murah'. Mama knows all of these 'rezeki' are not for us ONLY okay SLK. Mama always remind herself AND ABAH to 'bersedekah'. Hopefully, both of us won't forget. Dear God, AKU BERSYUKUR.

DESPITE, ALL THE SINS THAT I HAVE DONE, I REPENT. SO ALLAH ACCEPT MY REPENTANCE.

Last year has been a very busy year for Mama and Abah. Hopefully, this year too. U know, busy is good coz busy is 'rezeki'. Work is good so far. Hopefully, mama manage to lock another more deal this year. Satu pun jadi lah!

Ok, mama nak sambung keje balik. Today mama woke up VERY VERY early. I had a 'taklimat' at jabatan laut okayyy...Ngantuk sey....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK TAM!

This pic was taken during Mak Tam was very very sexayyyyyy! Now Mak Tam is not like this. She is very the 'alim'. Anyway! Happy 28th Birthday Mak Tam. Mama pray Mak Tam will 'snatch' a big fish to take care of her! Muacks!

Mama will upload Mak Tam's pic later as mama still at home now. Busy 'layan'-ing kerenah ABAH KAU!

Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK TAM!!!! MAY ALLAH BLESS MAK TAM. MAY SHE BE BLESSED IN HER CAREER, LOVE LIFE AN SO ON. Okay This entry is about Mak Tam.

MAK TEH

These are all the pictures during our trip to Bangkok! It was awesome! We became the 'ORANG KAYA' of Siam! hehehehe

This is Mak Teh AKA Wida okay honey. She is my best friend too. She ain't heavy too. She's my buddy. Too much to tell about her. She's been thru' alot in life. Up and down. But she made it. She has a good man beside her, she has a good career and she has the craziness towards island! Boo! So not me! Mama prays one day she will settle down in peace and achieve great in life! Amin! One thing for sure NO MAK TEH! NO VACATION!

PAK NGAH

This is us during Lynn01's birthday. The one in black is Carlos AKA Alos AKA Pak Ngah. He is my best friend. We are very close. We became very close even before Mama got married and now became Abah's close friend as well. We love you babe! One day honey, when you are grown up, remember this man. He ain't heavy! He's my buddy...Well enuff' about Pak Ngah. Mama has been warned by him not tell everything IN DETAILS hahahahah takut ko! Just wanna you to remember babe! No matter how screw up you are, am gonna always be there!

LYNN02

Let me introduce you to my second Lynn. She will be labelled as Lynn02. Kekekekeke. Mama loves you SLK. Abah loves you too SLK. She was born on 21st of January. Almost to be dragon baby. Well by dealing with your cranky time and your 'pangai' time, mama is very sure you are a dragon baby and not a rabbit! Enuff' about SLK. Mama would like to introduce other 'family members' too. We have Mak Long, Pak Ngah, Mak Teh, Mak Tam, Pak Uda and Pak Su. All of them are Mama's and Abah's good friends. Wink wink. So stay tune!

LYNN01

This is my very first Lynn. He'll be labelled as Lynn01 hehehe. He was my uni-mate last time back in class of 2000. Apparently after 8 years we met back and to cut the story short he is my husband now. What a small world huh? I've never thought I'll be able to meet him after 8 years of 'separation' keh keh keh. Well, I guess that's what they said about 'jodoh'. Yeah yeah boring. So what can I say about him. In short he is a wonderful man. In details, let it be our secret. Wink wink. This post is briefly about Lynn01.