Children

“Your children are not your children.

They are sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. 

They come through you but not from you.

And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,

For they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls,

For thir souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.

For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the make upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness.

For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He also loves the bow that is stable.” ---Khalil Gibran

Somehow rather mama is touched by this poem....bow that is stable....Insya Allah....

Being a better person

Everytime when mama gets back from the office, mama will straight away go and see SLK's face. At the moment mama sees SLK's clear and pure eyes...mama promise to herself that mama's gonna be a better person everyday. Ya Allah...only thee i seek forgiveness and guidance.

Mama promise to Allah that I will raise you good honey. I love you so much. Ya Allah, kau murahkanlah rezeki aku dgn rezeki yang halal so that I can raise my child good. Amin.

BIBIKS DUO

Currently I am hiring 2 maids. One for taking care of the house and one for taking care of SLK. I am not trying to be boasting here or whatsoever but I am now starting to realize that those 2 bibiks really help a lot in managing my life hehehe. I mean I don't have to be worry about house chores anymore. Most important thing is they really know how to handle a baby. Salute! I can see the bonding grows between SLK and BIBIK DUO. Mama thank God for that. Yes, we can't trust them 100% but hey what choice do I have except for tawakkal. Mama just hope they love SLK very much and won't bring any harm to her. 

SLK and her paijo!

Let me brief about these BIBIK DUO of mine. One named Usunul Qotimah. She is a tomboy. Yeap yeap.....a tomboy. She even wears mens underwear and a sport bra and....mens cologne keh keh keh. There was this one day she told me that she likes the design of Abah's brief. Kekekekekeke. I told her u gotta have a 'kental' ass like 'bapak' then only u can wear that kinda underwear. Alaaa...u know underwear yg mcm seluar tu...sukahatik ko lah bik...janji kau bahagia. 

SLK and her 2nd paijo!

The other bibik of mine is called Sarah. Yes yes she's having the same name as SLK. She took a really good care of SLK. Very very good care. SLK always in clean clothes, smells good all day and even her wipe cloth smells nice. Salute! Mama loves them and mama thank God of having good bibiks like them. Mama promise to be fair and nice to them. Mama always beware of not saying harsh words that might hurt their feelings or so. Although their conversation sometimes is a bit harsh...a bit la...perhaps it's their way of talking kot. At the moment mama is teaching them how to use Ipad and youtube (mama currently is showing SLK the mother goose cub show which mama thinks is very educative). Jgn ko tgk porn sudeh! 

Mama is at home now. Monteng keje. I think I heard Bibik is calling me to have some tea with her. Till then, ciao!

Note: Currently all of us are waiting for a good news from Abah this 1st June. Cross fingers!! Aja aja faiti Abah!!!